home.

so home is where the heart is, eh? i guess i just have to figure out where my heart is now.

i've been thinking about that...about where i feel most comfortable, most...homey. and i can't really pinpoint it. the dorm is comfortable. it's very homey. i mean..it was my home for 2 years. but, i dunno...i was pretty comfortable at shauna's house. but...obviously that wasn't home. i'm comfortable here at my parent's house. it's not like i feel like a visitor or anything...i feel free to do whatever...i lived with them for 18 years, but it's still not "home". they've changed. i've changed. things are just different.

a few things that i do feel very comfortable with, very homey with, would be my laptop, my car, my NIV life application study bible, and paco. those 4 things bring alot of peace...all in different ways. and only 2 of them can go with me all summer.
and as far as permanent living places go, i guess that will come a bit more after the summer. but until then...i guess i'll find my home with Jesus. oh, katy, how cheesy (yet completely honest) you can be. this really is a time where the whole "God is unchanging" thing is quite comforting. and i like it.

speaking of summer...i thought i'd give you a detailed schedule. just in case you wanted to know:
today-may 18: franklin, texas.
may 19-may 27: pine cove.
may 28-june 15: franklin, texas (with a brief but exciting splendora/dallas excursion)
june 16-june 30: northern africa.
july 1-august 13: pine cove.
august 14-forever: nacogdoches, texas.

all in all, i think it's going to be an amazing summer. i am confident that i'll be sitting here in three months writing about how amazing God is, how much i've learned and grown, and how much i don't want to go back to school. but for now...i miss yall. and i am sad that things won't ever again be like they were this year.

hebrews 13:8--"Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever."